When it rains it pours...

It's all about consistency which I clearly have not even demonstrated in this blog. I wanted to capture the moments of my life that are so frustrating and mystifying in one place where other people could read and relate. So far I have not succeeded...obviously.

I just started trying to change my life though so maybe this is my time to committ. All I can do is try to change. I just had a huge moment where I thought I was going to lose the most important person to me. The worst part is it is my fault. I have horrible communication styles when it comes to relationships. I creat unwanted drama and get frustrated by my own actions. God not knows how frustrating I must be to someone else. So I started counseling. I've known for a while I've needed t go but there is such a negative stigma attached it which is such bull. No matter what stereotypes surround it though, I know if I don't find a way to change, I'm going to ruin my life. Consistency isn't always good when it's associated with bad behavior.

So maybe I'll write about my counseling sessions and if you have thought about going or just might be afraid, this may give you some insight.