Heart Break Phase 1

The tears won't stop pouring down my face
This wave of emotion keeps crashing against my soul
The pain of heartbreak is worse than any physical damage
The feelings of every feeling are exhausting and draining

I'm so sad about what I thought we had
About what I feel like we have lost
I'm sad when I remember the good
Because I feel like I've been lied to and I believed it.

I'm so angry you are doing this to me.
How long have you not wanted to be with?
How could you hurt me so badly
How can you appear this doesn't affect you at all?

I'm so scared its all my fault
I feel like I could or should have done something
I am scared not to have you
Not to depend on you
Not to support you
Not to have your support
I'm so scared to go sleep
If I dream about you
My heart will break all over again in the morning

I'm scared you're finding someone else right now
I'm scared you never did love me

The only thing I want right now is you
Is your arms to wrap around me
You to make me feel like I'm ok without a word
Comfort in your presence and love in your touch

All I want is the one thing that's making me feel this way.
I'm not even sure if I want to not hurt...
Because if I don't hurt anymore
I won't have any attachment to you.