When the line blurs.

Should I have known? He cheated. Apparently he was selfish enough to tell me too. It was enough that he broke my heart, but it was so deep inside him and bothered him so much he had to tell me to get it off his chest. He could have just let me heal and known what he had done ruined us.

Thursday was such a rough day. This is when he told me everything. I didn't even know what to say. I was completely traumatized. I actually said, "it's ok." I even thanked him for telling me. BULLSHIT. HORSESHIT. There is no thank you from me - honestly, he should have let that ruin him to the core. He also thinks he has nothing to prove to me and that I just should just know he loves me. Really? How is that. Your actions speak that you don't give a damn about me or my feelings. I explained to you how important commitment was and how black and white cheating is and you just threw it all away.

You decided I was not worth enough to preserve. 

You decided tasting another girl was worth more than everything I stood for.

And now you want to tell me you love me. Oh how delusional you are.

You are a selfish sun of a bitch who wouldn't know love if it bit you in the ass.

You miss me. You are damn right you do.

You took me for granite.

But not just me, my love, my presence, my support, my existence in your life.

I would ask how you could do such a thing, but clearly your actions speak to who you are as a person.

Lies flow through your teeth as smooth as compliments. 

As you lay awake at night - it's your actions that will haunt you.

If you try to convince yourself what you did was ok - good luck.

You'll never find peace with what you have done.

My heart is broken over a dream I thought was coming true before my eyes. I know I am not the only one who has felt this way. It is hard to find peace but I am just glad that I will be able to.